LEATHER
And the LORD God made for Adam and for his wife
garments of skins and clothed them.
—Genesis 3:21
Seventeen, I found in an outlet leather store a black lambskin jacket— cafe collar and a red and white racer stripe down the right sleeve. I tried it on and it fit like nothing I had ever worn before. The animal fabric, bespoke as a blessing, laid over my shoulders, and the lining was quilted the color of covenantal blood. I stood in the mirror and thought of the creature who died to make it, pictured it sliding from the ewe onto a bed of straw, innocent and rising shakily to totter to the slaughter. I bought it. Stepped into the street one moment and three-hundred bucks later—broke, and for the first time not simply wearing clothes, but clothed, knowing soon I too would bleed to leave something beautiful.